Love Love Love Part 2...

So...Where did I end yesterday?....

AHA! I know already... It is the CRYING TIME of my life...

1st year of being a HS student was ended already...I'm hoping that HE would be my classmate once again... :)

wait...wait...wait...

I forg0t to tell you about the thing that happened before my 1st year HS life end... I asked HIM if its alright if I call him: BOK-BOK and he will call me "POKNAT" ...

He instantly agree with my opinion... :)

By the way, the BOK-BOK and POKNAT names came from a TELESERYE entitled "Sana Maulit Muli" ...

back in my business... :)

so...SECOND YEAR HIGHSCHOOL...

being a SOPHOMORE...

I thought everything will be ok....

New friends,,,new classmates... New CRUSH?

no! It's impossible! My world just only revolves with ONE GUY!

First week of a new school year...NORMAL!

everything SEEMS to be NORMAL! ... i hope!

I gave him a birthday gift because I pr0mise him that I will...It is a pig stuff toy... :) ...

But I didn't give it to him personally because I was very sick at that time that our school pediatrician send me home... :(

I LOST MY CHANCE OF TELLING HIM THE WHOLE TRUTH!

But somehow I feel happy because he appreciate my gift,,,

PART 3 TOMORROW! ==> I have to review on my PHYSICS ... I hate failing in that subject! Need to study hard! THAT'S MY MOTTO! :))

<3 ...The UNTOLD st0ry of my lovelife... <3

Have you tried FALLING IN LOVE with someone who doesn't CARE about you?

Love love love... Love is like heaven but it hurts like HELL! True en0ugh for most of us but I can still say that LOVE has its own MYSTERY...

Urggghhhh.... I've fallen for the same guy for how many times already... 2 times?...3 times?...4 times?....I can't count it anymore...

Well...Let me share my so-called CRAZY LOVE with this person...

Let me call HIM Mr. UNEXPLAINABLE ... I treat him as my bestfriend since I was in Grade 7 - First Year Highschool... I was a new student then. I am a very shy person. I admit that! I don't share my feelings with not-so-called friends...

Being a teenager...I easily fall for someone....Falling in love with a WRONG guy!... I'm just not lucky when it comes to my lovelife...

Second year-one of my happiest highschool years...We have no teachers always...Laughtime...

CRYING time for my lovelife...

===> continuation TOMORROW! I have so much to tell!

Selfishness...

It is really true enough that a person can be a selfish one in his/her own ways. In my own opinion, a SELFISH person is the one who thinks of his/her self not benefiting the others who needs badly his/her help. This morning, I thought to myself that everything that I wishes to happen today will go on my own little ways. I thought at first that everything is the usual thing I did in school: do my assignments, chat and have fun with my bestfriends, tell them jokes that will make them laugh, etc... But this afternoon, it seems that all the things that I imagine and wishes to happen turns bad. I am one of the newswriter in the newspaper in our school. My job there is to write the important events that happened in our school. I always did my part. YES I ALWAYS DID MY PART! But I wasn't expecting that it will turn NEGATIVELY on my side. I thought that the efforts I put on those articles will benefit me not only by being a popular student in our school but instead expressing to my schoolmates my thoughts and opinions in a certain situation through writing these articles. This afternoon, the school's newspaper was published already. At first glance, I thought that my classmates will congratulate me for a welldone job. The first thing that I did was to look for the articles that I wrote but I didn't find anything. EVEN ONE! DAMN! I was very very angry on what they did to me! I want to kill them THOSE SELFISH PEOPLE ==> they are the ONES who "fixed" the articles in our school's newspaper. urggggggggggghhhhh.... DAMN! And the best part of it was the ASSISTANT EDITOR-IN-CHIEF of this newspaper has the most number of articles. When I asked my friends about it, who is also a writer, she told me that one of the articles that she also wrote was published BUT her name was changed... It was changed by the NAME OF THE ASSISTANT EDITOR IN CHIEF with the initials of A.B ... DAMN THEM! They are REALLY REALLY selfish! They are only thinking about themselves. WANTS TO BECOME POPULAR I GUESS! DAMN HER! DAMN HIM! ==> the edit0r-in-chief and HIS assistant! urrgggghhh... I MADE UP MY MIND! I will not join anymore in writing the school's activities! My friend also made up her mind in not joining also! SELFISH PEOPLE!